Not sure of anything anymore

Well – at this point, I am still married and fighting to get divorced without losing my finances, my mind, my two girls and my own life.

But I am at the point where I have not much hope. I am dying financially, I am physically getting to a point of death and I could lose my 2 girls. I am very angry with the courts and the laws of the U.S.

They have made me a second class citizen and if they are not careful there may be a few less people in this world because of it. I have no hope and I am not sure I want to continue fighting. I have no hope.